Naive. Yes, I am. I don't think about others. I'm not being aware of other people's intention whom might stabbing me suddenly nor taking me for granted. Maybe I'm just too comfortable at my comfort zone now. "If you being nice to them, they will be nice to you too." You might see I am not a friendly kind of person and talk less, or sometimes like "you're so naive" and easy to be fool of, but actually I'm observing my surrounding as a way to protect myself from any people's natural disaster. I guard myself strongly high, so that no one will ever dare to knock me down.

Paranoid, in other way, is killing me. I am more way too protective towards the ones I love. So, don't you ever touch them, close to him nor make a mess with me. I'm gonna deal it with a nice way by slowly knowing and trusting you and you deserves the welcoming like "Can we be friend?" or else, just forget your intention and leave your way. Indeed, everyone has problem in trust issue. Years ago, I trust them too much but since they left, this kind of disorder started to keep haunting me and I'll be like a hero, trying to save my relationship. Yes, I trust him but I don't trust anyone who try to be close with him. Insecurity, it is, the main factor of all. 

Sometimes, it is okay to be naive, you don't have to be scared nor to think too much about others thoughts or intentions toward you. You don't have to waste your time on thinking about the "Maybe(s)". And paranoid, I'm still in the progress of healing and controlling myself. I need to be more positive and careful at the same time. Well sometimes, when you worry too much about others, you will forget about what you already have. So, please wake up, before it's too late.

Just remember one thing,
"The ones who love you will never leave you."